Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Days,

Go by and by.

Some short daily updates:
4/19/09 Party city with the parents, eh. Lolz, FOOD! Then hang out with Aranza and Edny, Omar and Nick came over. Played rockband! Nick was hyper. Went back in the house around 10. Okayyy day.
4/20/2009 School, so hard to get up. Boring day, Ryan and me made icecream! Lol, saw cristhian (: currently sitting on my ouch with Roxxy. Going to be the bold kid who dares not do drugs on 4/20. Happy Hitlers Birthday! Found my long lost twin named Shilo, apparently we are much alike, lol. Love you girl!
4/22/09 I love church. Christhian went with me.
4/23/09 Worst week ever. :)
4/24/09 Mall with Omar, edny, aranza, fonzer (:
4/25/09 Core community project. BLACK TEAAAM!
4/26/09 AH! Tailgate party (: then churchhh
4/27/09 School sucks. but i love my life (: aaand watched the rain all day (: with FONZEEEER. lalala, texting Omar, Chirsthian, Josh, Ryan, Roger. ate an orange. FONZER GLUED MY SHORTS TO MY BUTT! i miss christhian ):
4/28/09 NO SCHOOL YAY! slept in, hung out with my lion and bro. ateee a sub :D went to valero with aranza and christhian lol came home. hung with them and edny lalala adam and sydney came over, we all harrased our neighbors. haha and trew mushrooms ate each other, there was grass in my hotfries! lol. it was weirdddd. AMAZING DAY.
4/29/09 no taks! almost got into another fight, again. lol.
4/30/09 math taks, no comments. Hung out with my lion
5/1/09 Sciene taks, eassssy! mom went insane lol, couldnt do my plans ): snuck out with aranza! (LOL) shes amazing! met up with christhian, hunggg out. cut edny and aranzas hair. hung a little longer with my lion <333
5/02/09 Slept in (: woot! felt really good. Didnt do much, hung out with my lion as usual :D for a bit. hung out with sydney and my bro, ummmm ate! Tv, animal planet. Edny and Aranza came over. Were going to share 84,85,86 <3
5/8/09 School, Christhian picked me up (: Went to Roberts housey with Alan to go for a swim! Went to storessss wiff Edny :D got the adtr CD <333
5/9/09 woke up early :/ lol, cleaned, showered, mall with Leon! Then walked from kroger, to chirthians house, then back to kroger LOL dont ask! :) it was an adventure ;) Christhian dropped me off at home. Edny and Sydney came over. Alan came with Robert and Skylar! :D lol. ate sushi <333
5/11 The day? <3

5/13 Church day! twas okayy, oh and did alans hair. pretty good day ishh...5/14 Thursdayyy, mall with mommy and brother. funny times :D
5/15 Schools gayy lol, went to helens house for a project. bunched up in a car with jaime, jonathan, helen, manjot, and chickis. gayyy project XD andd home. went shopping with edny aranza and alfonso. hung out with cristhian for the slightest bit ((:
5/18 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARITA! my best frieeend. Got groundedish. Day with mom, i sewed her a thing for her swing and we started a project painting the swing. Going to take forever lol. Saw my lion for a couple mins.
5/19 English presentation, ew. but our video was fucking hillarious. got to see my lionnnn! interview for journalism, then home. Went to barnes and nobles with marita, ran into barbara. Best buy! taco bell! CVS! Sara house! then alans! bleached his hair ultra light, now hes hot. with his swimers body, lol. good day!
5/20 fonzzers birthday (:
5/22 shopping with ednyyyy. oh chyes. hung out with my lion for a bit at night. Stayed up till around 5:40 ahaha.
5/23 Help me stand again.
5/24 Fonzzers party, bahh. Riddle me crazy.
5/25 <333leon!
5/26 ah fuck my life (:
5/27 church day, yay. got fftl cd's from omar! and now feeling like blahh :/
5/28 Does anyone else have shitty nights like me? i dont think so :)
5/29 eh. whatever. I don't much care anymore
5/30 Made 2 people angry, pissed off a group of middle school sceneie wienies, and i feel like an asshole! (: it keeps getting better and better. love you too! PFFT.
5/31 Watched UP with the lion. good day (:
5/32 STOOPID. Get some fucking brains. Ive been having horrible days a lot (: and i love getting ditched.
6/2 Montrose <3
6/3 Malllll with Omar and Alex <3
6/4 Woke up to christhian's text. LMAO, very interesting morning. Hung outz with edny aranza christhian fonzer and alec. we ate some weird ass combinations. i had penut butter with lemon juice and sourcream with teriaki EW. Good day :) plus i got the BEST THING EVER.
6/5 Pool with Robert! <3
6/6 OMG hot day. got a new straightner :D woopwoop <33
6/7 Went to the beach. i hate the beach D: lol. hung with edny aranza and fonzer!
6/8 Movies with christhian! the hangover <3
6/9 EW UNCOOKED PIZZA! aaand i got a horsie <3
6/10 Another bad day. I need hotfries and my slushie. Fuuuuuuck.
6/11 Mall with Helen and Cristhian (: theeeen had the best fone convo with omar (: i freaking love that kid!

N O W
Ouch, cramps.
Television.
Texting Omar and Robert.
Scratching wrist.




T O D A Y
Didn't do much.
went to edny and aranzas.
saw the funniest youtube videos.
<3shananay,
marry me?

Well, im off.

<3(:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Showers,

I take too many.
Well, whatever. It's not like they are bad for you or anything.
Nothing interesting, just the everyday day.
This particular day reminded me of how much i don't miss being a catholic.
I've changed a lot in a few years, as does everyone else.
I grew up, and well now i attend church without them telling me to.
These ladies came to Edny's house to pray with us,
one of them really liked me, maybe too much.

We went shopping afterwards.
As we usually do.

N O W
I am talking on the phone with Omar (as usual about this time)
and Alex. Sleepover for them.

As a kid,
I used to have a lot of sleepovers.
With people such as Marita and Victoria.
But now I'm too old.


I miss the good days.
Life gets so frustrated after the age of 13.

Oh what i would give to have the mind of a 10 year old again.
well, that's enough for today.

And now im about to get my Septum done by my brother,
again.

oh im scared.
<3(:

Monday, June 15, 2009

Splashtown...

T O D A Y ;
I went to Splashtown with David, his family, Omar and Brendon.
I died like 2 times. I was so scared of the rides.
I learned that friends think it's funny to watch me be scared.
And think my life wont be complete without "near death experiences"
oh, and that "You'll go in a full circle, if your lucky."
If not, well...
You die.
Love you too!
Anyways, good day.
Oh and i learned that sometimes you don't need to be told you are loved,
to know that you are loved.
"Nothing is better than what silence is saying."
I get so frustrated sometimes, because.
Well, i wasted a lot of my life being held back.
I hold a grudge against life because of it.
I'm starting to get over that small detail.

Currently,
I'm talking to Omar on the phone and texting Lexxi.
He's amazing. And shes entertaining.
My mom got me some Cookies and Cream ice cream,
I failed chemistry
and the TV is playing in the background.
Typical.


I've learned today I'm scared of things that are not scary.
Water rides.
Why am i terrified of water?
It must be that one kid experience i had with the shark.
Root beer.
Many of you have already found out,
I have yet to still decide why.
But I'm more accepting of it.
My top coming off in water.
Thankssss, David.
Mechanical and fake animals.
They aren't going to attack me,
i know.
But the mechanical ones look so scary.
Falling in love.
I don't like to become vulnerable due to emotions,
but it's happened before.
People that can't handle alcohol.
Some people drink waaaay too much and can't handle it.
Flying beetles.
Like 2 landed on me today.

I shouldn't be scared of those things,
but they get to me sometimes.

We'll I'm off!
(: <3